I fear there is no God
I know there is no God
I fear this
I fear I have no faith
I fear death
I fear love
I fear responsibility
I fear there is no one person I could love completely and forever
I fear myself
I fear my body and brain
I fear my addictive nature and the way it tricks me
I fear my mood swings and instability
I fear money
I fear poverty
I fear my anger
I fear aging
I fear fat
I fear food
I fear relapse
I fear my perversity
I fear my sexuality
I fear I will not get what I fear I want
I fear what I want
I fear I will not get what I need
I fear I will not get what I need let alone want
I fear lonely drunken drugged up defeat
I fear arthritis
I fear hip replacement
I fear ugliness and stupidity
I fear violence
I fear war
I fucking hate it when I can't get through to you
I fear people
I fear outer space
and the Ku Klux Klan
and gas chambers
and murder
and rape
and vikings on horseback
who will slash my spine
and pull out my lungs
to make the sign of the eagle